You didn’t know how big the
change of my life is in the last 30 days. I used to be an ordinary
undergraduate student. Now I am gonna be an employee on a hospital. Just wait a
while. I have been working as a trainee there for about a month to show how well
I can work, so they could hire me if they thought I am worth it. A month is not a short time. I had to leave my college, and I left some of
mid-exams, assignments, my presences. It really drove me crazy. In this 2
weeks, I have to wait for the decision of the company management whether or not
I am hired. So, I come back to college, and it’s superrrrr hard for me. I left
everything about school, I feel like I have to study everything from zero. And
I do.
Yesterday, it was the last day of
final exam in this semester. It was exciting to know that even though I was in
hiatus for a month, I am sure I aced the tests. I was so confident about the
result. I don’t know if I have to be back to college—and not to work in the
hospital, so I study as hard as I used to to pursue one of my dreams. Cum
Laude.
By the way, I tell you that I
will work in a hospital which is faaar away from my current city. Do you still
remember my auntie I have told you about in this post? I would work in the
hospital where she works.
Knowing so far away the workplace
is from my house, I had no choice but to quit studying in my current college. I
have to start over again in Situbondo. But I still love Accounting, I’ll never
change this. And cum laude remains one of my dreams. It would be super special
as I need to balance my work and my college to make it happens.
My life is changing rapidly. I
never thought that I would get a chance to live in my auntie’s home, and to
work in the same workplace. I even didn’t feel ready to work in this age. I’m
19 and I thought I was still a child. Working is a whole new experience. It’s
totally different with school life, college life, and other life I have been
experienced before. Sometimes I am frightened to face it. It’s like living in
the real world, and facing ‘cold world’. Luckily, a month I’ve been through as
a trainee made me a little bit feel positive about it. It’s not as scaring as I
thought as long as I work properly and trying to be a nice kid to everyone.
I am sure there must be more
challenges for me to be a winner. Despite of so much worry I ever felt, I am
ready to face them.
I am sure I am a winner. :)
