Wish Wish Wish

My birthday is coming up real soon! Well, I am not really excited, actually. That day was just the same like the other day. Nothing special. When I was a kid, I used to celebrate my birthday by throwing a party every year. As time goes by, there is no longer party, and my parents even didn’t give me surprises. They would give me presents, only if I ask them.

This year, I am not wishing anything from anyone. My parents, my lil bro, my friends, and… my boyfriend are the greatest present given by Allah for me. I am soooo grateful to receive that present. That’s more than enough to make me happy. Happy family, good friends, perfect boyfriend, who’s gonna refuse?

Before I forgot, I’d tell you a little bit about my boyfriend. He is Fian, one year younger than me, but don’t you think that he is childish. No, he is not! I am! :P he never got angry, never shouted at me, never got me wrong, he is absolutely mature at all. We’ve been 5th monthversary, it could be said “long last” for me reminding that in the previous relationship, I just could stand 3 months long. Hahaha. It depends on my boyfriend, I guess. If my boyfriend were extremely patient, then our relationship must be very strong. Because, err, you know, I am bad-tempered. :x hehehe

Back to the point, I think, presents or gifts aren’t necessary now. If there’s anyone who wants to give me, it’s not that I am not happy, no! I’d thank you so much. I knew that might be the signs that you love me. :) I love you, too. But, pray for my successful (both in this world and the afterlife), my health, my long life, my happy life, my long lasting relationship, etc are just everything I want. I believe the more people pray for me, the better God would answer them.

The older I am, I realized that my life is shorter. My chances to make my dreams come true are decreased. From now on, I must be serious to pursue my dreams. Ok, I promise. No more fooling around. Just serious. S-E-R-I-O-U-S. I would put my college over everything. I wouldn’t think about marriage before I make my dreams happen. (Definitely, the other reason is that I am still afraid to face my parents-in-law, too. Hahaha) and I’m too young to speak about marriage and stuffs. Oh Gee, I’m just 18 now!

Thanks for reading :)

Xoxo,

Agni

PS. The government had confused me on when Ramadan month would begin. They arranged an Isbat meeting with a great number of Islam organizations to decide whether tomorrow we will start to fast or not, and they said the 1st Ramadan is the day after tomorrow. Yet one of the biggest Islam organizations in the country, Muhammadiyah didn’t agree with government. Oh, the result is they’re different. I choose to fast tomorrow, and I should’ve prayed Tarawih by tonight, but, you know what? There’s no mosque to pray Tarawih in. They followed the government! urghhhh… :@ I would still fast tomorrow!